Within the Ancient Forest (Novel)
by Andrew Tompkins

 

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For those of you who are interested in what our songs mean, read on.

 

"A Time to Mourn" explained

The basic premise underlying this album is the fact that our lives are multifaceted. There are many different things which go into making us uniquely who we are and yet there is a common element to our humanity and it was this I wanted to explore in this album.

The underlying imagery to the album is that of a house which represents a person's life in its entirety. Each room in the house represents a particular aspect of a life and, of course, these various aspects are different from one person to the next. However, if a house was merely comprised of different rooms, it would be somewhat useless as a house for it is not the rooms which make the house useful but rather the fact that you can move freely from one room to another. Without the doors, the house is incomplete.

On a more specific note, the house in my mind represents the Christian life; the new life a person enters into when they accept Christ as their saviour. Christ is represented by the doors of the house and it is only when you accept Christ that your life is complete. There are many side issues explored in the album but this is the basis. The old man depicted in Enter in Time represents the old ways which must be left behind and constantly resisted if one is to know Christ as their saviour. "The light is whiter."

One of the issues explored is that of friendship and how related issues such as betrayal (Betrayed Again) take on a completely different character, even when the friendship is with those who are not Christians. The album also deals with issues related to church life (Live for the Day) and how we need to be make sure that our commitment to a church doesn't override our commitment to God. It makes the point by telling the story of a woman who won't have to think for herself again because she's now a part of the church. Many of the problems arising in Christian life have little to do with personal convictions but have a lot to do with blindly accepting as true anything which a church or a particular Christian tells you. This doesn't make for a strong foundation for one's faith. It's important for Christians to have a solid understanding of what they believe, have the ability to defend their faith rationally, and not merely to rely on accepted dogma. That's why Bible study, usually under the direction of a church, is so important for the Christian. Don't accept what they say unquestioningly, make them prove it from scripture.

The second song on the album, I'm Not to Blame is written from Jesus' perspective and is essentially a comment about the fact that Christians have a tendency to understate the importance of self-control, allowing sin to control their lives and crying out to God to forgive them over and over again without making any effort to alter the behaviour themselves. This is not the behaviour of a repentant individual even though, unfortunately, it is often the mark of a modern Christian. Many Christians cry out to Jesus to give them the strength to resist the temptation to sin. Then, when they succumb to temptation again, it seems to them that Jesus has let them down, that he's to blame (although not many Christians would admit that they consciously think this). If you ask Jesus to give you the strength to resist sin but go on to sin, part of your mind concludes that Jesus didn't give you the strength. But scripture is clear that you won't be tempted beyond what you can bear which means that there is no excuse for sin. And, even though Christians will continue to sin on a daily basis in some way, the life of the Christian must be one of continual self improvement: to seek to become more like Christ every single day.

The songs which frame the album are the first and last songs on the CD: A Moment and Unceasing. These songs deal with the paradox of the basis for the understanding of eternal life. Namely, that as Christians we accept that we are not merely mortal but have everlasting life, eternal life beyond the grave (Life is unceasing), and yet this also means that life as we know it on earth is viewed more as a drop in the ocean of eternity, or as a mere moment in time (Life is a moment). Understanding this is one of the first things a new Christian must deal with and I thought it would be a fitting beginning and conclusion to the themes of the album.